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[FANFIC] To Insanity and Back ch.4

 title: To Insanity and Back
author: Twiglet71
genre: angst
length: chaptered (4/?)
pairing: Yunho/ jaejoong
rating: pg13
summery: As he started to scream his face was pushed into the ground.
Warning: This chapter contains sexual violence.

Chapter 4

“Hurry up hun. I’m ready!” Yunho stood by the door, his keys in his hand.
“Coming.” Jae arrived at the door, toast in one hand and bag in the other.
The men left the apartment and made their way down to the car. Once in the car Yunho turned to Jae.
“Are you sure you don’t want me to pick you up later”
“No it’s ok. I ‘m meeting a friend after the staff meeting and I don’t know how long I’ll be.”
“Do you want me to make you some dinner?” Yunho smiled at his lover.
“Yes please. I’ll ring when I’m on my way home.” Yunho leaned over and kissed the young teacher on the cheek. It was a scene of domestic bliss. For the last three months Jae had stayed mostly at Yunho’s place. They did most things together, eat, socialize, but one thing they hadn’t done yet was make love fully. They had been intimate but they just hadn’t taken that step yet. Jae wanted to be sure it was the real thing before they slept together and Yunho understood that. Jae knew it would happen soon, he loved Yunho so much and he wanted to show him tonight. They both had time off for a couple of days. Yunho had just come back from one of his frequent trips away and he wanted to spend a couple of days with Jae so the teacher had booked some time off too. He was going to give Yunho a gift tonight for their three month anniversary, hence the ‘meeting with a friend’ after work.
Jae said goodbye to the last child and shut his class room door. He rushed about tidying and straightening things up. When he was satisfied that the room was how it should be he put on his jacket, picked up his bag and left. The shop was about an hour away. He didn’t want to be out too late as the winter was drawing in and as well as being cold it was getting dark earlier.

Jae made his way to the back alley jewelry shop that was a well hidden secret. As he entered the bell rang out announcing his presence and he was greeted by Ivan’s head peeking out from the back room.
“Hi Ivan! I’m here to pick up my order” Jae was always pleased to see the older man, a senior he’d know since he was a child. He’d come to Ivan to have a special St. Christopher pendent made and engraved for Yunho. It was a task he’d only entrust to the old man as he knew his skill in silver craft was the best. He wanted to give his love something unique and symbolic. A St Christopher, custom made, would cover both uniqueness and symbolize Jae’s wish for Yunho to be safe when they were apart, Yunho often traveling overseas to perform. He couldn’t wait to give it to him.
Ivan handed the pendent to him and he looked at it closely.
“It’s perfect. He’ll love it Ivan. Thank you so much” Jae’s face glowed.
“That’s ok Jae. When am I going to meet this special person then?” Ivan had heard all about Yunho and had made a point of watching him on the television and was eager to meet the man who had so totally captured his young friend’s heart.
“Soon I promise. Thank you for staying here late to meet me Ivan. I really do appreciate it.” Jae had told Yunho he was meeting a friend for a quick drink and to meet him at home later. He planned on giving him the pendant tonight.
“No problem. I’m going to stay and continue working for a while. Might as well make good use of the time” The old man boxed and bagged the jewelry and handed it over. Jae put it into his inside jacket pocket. After voicing his thanks again he left the shop. He walked along the dark alley, his mind full of what he would say to Yunho when he gave him his gift. Their relationship was fairly new, on this level anyway. He also knew that Yunho was the person he could finally be intimate with. Although he and Yunho hadn’t reached that stage yet he felt ready to share his body.
Jae was so immersed in his thoughts about Yunho that he didn’t hear the rustling of bushes to his right. The blow to the back of his head knocked him over. He was still conscious but he was so shocked it took him a moment to realise what had happened. As he tried to struggle to his feet a weight bore down on him, pinning him to the floor. He panicked as he felt powerless in his attempt to escape. His head was pushed harshly to the ground and he could feel a hand underneath him scrabbling at his jeans zip and buttons. His instinct was to struggle and scream but the weight bearing down on him prevented him from moving. As he started to scream his face was pushed into the ground.
‘Oh my god..oh my god….no..please no…” the word were spoken only in his mind as his mouth was full of dirt and muffled by the rough earth. The hand fiddling with the fastenings on his jeans suddenly reached into the back of his waist band and he felt the cool air on his skin as he was exposed. He forced his mind to drift from the reality of what was happening, he thought of Yunho at home waiting for him. He tried to numb his mind against the horror of what he knew was going to happen. He was brought back to the reality of the situation when he felt a searing pain. It was like no other pain he had ever experienced in his life. He struggled and managed to loosen the grip on his head. He screamed and screamed until the rough hand pushed his face back into the earth. The pain went on and on as he felt his body rhythmically pounded against the ground. He tried to shut out the sound of guttural grunts and harsh breathing that assaulted his ears. Suddenly all movement stopped and the body above him became lax. He felt a sharp pain as the body above him lifted slightly, the wetness he felt made him feel like being sick. He tried to turn his body and as he turned his head to look at the monster on top of him he received a hard blow to the side of his face. The face above him looked blurry as his head swam. He spat in the face and received another blow. The body moved from him but not before he clawed the arms still I front of him. In his drowsy state he couldn’t make out the features on the face. The body moved back a couple of steps and Jae couldn’t move out of the way of the foot that connected with his ribs.
Jae didn’t know how long he lay in that alley. His sense of time and place lost in the shock and pain of what had happened to him. He must have lost consciousness because the next thing he was aware of was being placed on a stretcher and having a blanket draped over him. He could hear soothing voices but he couldn’t understand the words. Kind hands soothed him. In the hospital he was treated with gentleness as he was undressed, examined and given sweet tea. He was spoken to but again the words meant nothing. He was finally left alone and naked under a blanket, He curled up into the foetal position and finally felt enough to be able to let the tears flow.


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Jun. 1st, 2011 07:59 pm (UTC)
Oh My God. I knew something was supposed to happen all this time that I've been reading, since the beginning, and I've been on edge a little, waiting for it to happen. But now that it has happened, I'm at a loss for something proper to say. :( For something so precious to him to be taken away like that...and right before he had planned to give himself to Yunho, too! *cries* I can only hope Yunho will be there for him with some form of understanding, at least, and comfort~
Jun. 1st, 2011 11:40 pm (UTC)
I hope it wasn't too traumatic. I wanted to convey the horror of rape without going into too much detail and smut. The effects of rape carry on long after the act and the victim has to find their inner strength and needs the strength of those around them in order to survive. Yunho will be there for him but Jae will be there for Yunho too eventually. I will be posting the next chapter tomorrow and that is when we will see Yunho's reaction. Thank you so much for reading and taking the time to comment xxx
Jun. 2nd, 2011 02:24 am (UTC)
The dreaded scene had happened T___T Thank god it was not that graphical :(
Since Jae managed to claw that bastard, I hope they find something in Jae's fingernail to look for DNA matching or something. Anyway, that asshole left his sperm in Jae right? That should have enough evidence to catch the bastard. I'm glad that someone found Jae and he's receiving treatment now.
Oh Twiglet, *hugschu*

Edited at 2011-06-02 02:29 am (UTC)
Jun. 2nd, 2011 03:58 pm (UTC)
I hope you found it acceptable. I think too much detail would have been distressing and was not needed. You are right about the DNA thing :) I will post the next chapter very soon so thank you for reading and always commenting. I am hugging you back xxxx
Jun. 2nd, 2011 08:28 pm (UTC)
omg poor jae ;(
Jul. 6th, 2011 06:39 pm (UTC)
i think the 2 most traumatic points for me were the words jae was sayign in his head when it started and the horriblely sad fact that hewas gonna have sex with yunho that night. thats all heart breaking hun. i mena you coudlah ad it the day after or something hehe

it was well written a bit harrowing and i coudl deffo picture it all there, i could feel the dirt and the actions and the sterility ofthe hospital etc. really well written and at least that sceneis donewith.

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